To thee ..It’s not my loss.

I didn’t know whether you were my friend or my foe.. or was it possible that I had a distorted vision of what we stood for.. All I know that I’m better off  you now .. I regret the time when I couldn’t protect or even depend on myself , such vulnerability magnified your presence in my life.. a presence that turned into a sad fading memory now.. To Thee , the one who failed me, I wish I could go back  in time when we first met , to deal with you not as a friend or a foe , but as a simple stranger , ironically as we are now..